Oh

I seem to have abandoned this for tumblr. Sorry, I'll try and keep up with this.
I've finished my exams, yay ect. I should be more happy but at the moment I feel really vommy and can't capacitate any good feelings.
My mum is cooking some garlic chicken though so I suppose I can crack a small smile.

Masie.

I've always begged my parents for a dog. Ever since I knew what one was, I've wanted one of my own. We've never had enough money/space/allergy medicine for my Dad, so it's always been impossible. Until about seven years ago when my Nan was offered a rescue dog who had no where to go. 'Masie' a pedigree king charles spaniel who had a heart problem so was turfed out by her breeders. My Nan always knew I wanted a dog, so she said that Masie would be unofficially half mine, and that was perfect enough for me.

For the first few years of my high school life I was an extremely uncool child who walked with her Nan and her nan's dog to school in the mornings. I didn't care. I was walking my Dog.

I used to go along to my Nan's house alot, do some dusting, water her garden and teach Masie new tricks. I'm glad I got to be closer to my Nan through this wonderful fluffy ball.

Today however, her heart got the better of her, and she had to be put down.

If I'm going to be completely honest here and say I found out about half and hour ago, and have been crying ever since. I know this is pathetic, believe me, but I hope you can see where I'm coming from.

I supose this shows that I've never had much bereavement in my life, as I'm reacting so badly. I think my parents probably believe I'm having some sort of breakdown.

Such a cliche, but I really hope there is some sort of Dog heaven :)

Thankyou for being half mine.

Long time no read.

So, as you can tell (AS AN AVID READER OF MY VERY INTERESTING BLOGS) I sort of gave up on the whole blog everyday. I realised what a boring person I am, and squeezing one a day out became too much effort.

On friday I finished school forever, which would have been extremely sad as I have been going to the same school for seven years, but it just hasn't sunk in yet. I expect to trot back off to my lesson after half term, but won't. I HAS EXAMS D: D: D:

I was also not extremely sad because of the fact that me, and five other friends were dressed as smurfs for our last day.

SRS BSNS

We also bundled Laura. You won't know Laura, but she would enjoy this kind of close contact.

Anyway enough strange photos of me as a blue being.

Actually, becoming a Smurf turned out to have negative effects as I had an allergic reaction to the blue paint because I have the shittest most annoying skin in the world. And then I wasn't allowed out because of the sun and the pollen in the air would have killed me D: Or at worst just made my skin even worse. This meant no Tibbils gathering for me. I was sad :( I was very excited for meeting all new people and some that I had met before. Pewpew. There better be another one soon, please.

I really hate it when people are mean to others for nothing else than to look bigger in front of their 'friends'. Being horrible, even if you don't agree with what they are doing, is what's going to make me dislike you. Sorry. This is very 'been said before' and vague but yeah, don't be horrible to my friends, please. Or me actually. I don't like it very much.

THIS IS MY BLOG I'LL MOAN FOR HOWEVER LONG I SEE FIT

I should really get on with some revision.

I say revision, I actually mean WATCHING SOME LIFE ON MARS, YO.

Revision. Yes, Revision.

Skewl.

I’m in school, supposed to be writing an essay. Oh, looks like I’m writing a blog instead.
I’ve eaten too much cake today, I feel very sick but lemon cake is goooood. My media teacher keeps trying to look over my shoulder to see how I’m doing. She’s wondering what program I am using to type my essay. She is not very computer literate, or intelligent for that matter. Bless.
I realise that sentence makes me sound like the most arrogant fool of dick’ead town. I am completely unintelligent and fail at everything, so it’s all good :)
Soon I shall be free from the universe and life itself after all my exams are done. This pleases me greatly. I can pursue my hobbies of sitting around and drinking tea without any interruptions.
My media teacher smells of baked beans. She always smells like them. I dislike beans. She’s the type of person who gets all up in ya’ grill unnecessarily and breathes her beany odour into my mouth. Dislike, dislike, dislike.
Okay, I should really get on with my essay now before I fail at evern more things in my life. Cheerful.

I'm happy, hope you're happy too.

I just wrote the most emo blog post ever which I have kindly deleted so your eyes don't get burned by my self loathing.
Instead I'm going to say why I am happy:
-In a months time all my exams will be over and I will be FREE
-Ashes to Ashes is on in two days
-Tomorrow I will have a quiet house so I can actually get some revision done
-Exam stress is making me lose weight so maybe I won't look completely hideous at Prom.
-It's prom on Friday
-I have the most amazing friends ever ever.
-My Nan came out of hospital today
-Rachel is emailing me Life on Mars series 2
-Rebuilt some bridges with friends I haven't spoken to since post GCSE
-Had some lols today with 'that boy what I like'
-The sky looks really pretty
-I look like Mick Hucknell, it's the funniest thing I've ever seen.
-I turn eighteen years of age in approximately three months and one day
-I will be in the beautiful town of Salcombe for that event

Okay, Okay.
This was quite healthy actually.
I suggest you try it :)

May the fifth you.

Shit. I was supposed to do that joke yesterday. If I had remembered to write a blog. This non-Beda stuff has thrown me off, I'll try and write something everyday, even if it's just a sentence. Remind me won't you?
I'm so close to finishing my A level education it's scary.
I also have an unhealthy addiction and obsession. I wouldn't tell you if this blog got more than -1 views but since it does here we go.
Life on Mars and Ashes to Ashes.
They are actually THE best programmes ever, and I'm actually an old woman. Not just a middle aged woman now. OLD.
Me and my friends now meet every monday night to watch ashes to ashes on Rachel's overly large surround sound HD TV. We eat dorritos and smoke shisha. That makes me sound even more lame like 'YEAH WE SMOKED WELL LOADZA SHISHA LAST NIGHT AND WAS WASTED ON ORANGE JUICE'
After fun times in Egypt Rachel and Jenny bought a shisha pipe of our own so we can be nostalgic. The icky leafy stuff has no tobacco and nicotine either. So basically it's healthy for you.
Dear kids, smoking of any sort is not big or clever.
Actually, I'm really against smoking of all sorts anyway. I'm sure I'll realise that I dislike the shisha soon enough. The smoke is very pretty though, and like imitating the caterpillar from Alice in Wonderland ^_^
I digress.
ZOMG GENE HUNT IS WELL BUFFZ
...Sorry, what...?
Jenny is buying me a T-shirt that says 'FIRE UP THE QUATTRO' for my early birthday present <33333

Oh dear, why are you reading this?

Anti-BEDA

Actually, contrary to the title of this blog-post I wasn't actually anti-BEDA but since I try to blog everyday anyway I thought I could use the oppertunity to have a month off.
Oh, and in case you are vert confused by this whole thing 'BEDA' stands for 'blog everyday in April'. From that it's pretty self explanitory.
So wait, let's see what I've done since March 31st
Well, firstly I went to Egypt as many excited tweets and blog posts would have led you to believe and it was actually one the best experiences of my life. I went with my three most wonderful friends in the whole wide world. Stayed in a five star hotel with all inclusive food and drink. Our rooms were right near the pool so I didn't walk ANYWHERE for the whole week. The hotel also had a stretch of private beach which was SO pretty and there were coral reefs like 2ft into the water. We went snorkling and saw Nemo and Dory fish which got me ridiculously excited but then I saw a jellyfish and refused to go back in the water. In the evenings we just hung around in the resturent and tried the different flavours of Shisha, except I'm a pathetic excuse for a person so i couldn't make it bubble. All the hotel staff called us 'The four Cats' as apparantly there is an Egyption band called that who we were convinced must be made up of trannies. Overall, it was just amazing and I've never laughed so much in such a short space of time.
Oh yeah, the plane was the most horrible thing that ever happened to me in my whole life.

Mostly I've just been exam stressing and trying not to fail my whole life, which so far is going quite badly. On the plus side this week was my last photography exam so apart from the fact I'm almost dead, I'm happy as I no longer have any examinations for photography. Just as long as I pass...
I bought my prom dress the other day. I've been helping organise prom and it is actually going to be the most shockingly terrible thing that ever happened so there wasn't much point in going all out for it. So I bought a nice purple dress from ASOS for £14. I also felt bad because my mum said she would pay for it and I didn't want her to spend too much.
Thinking of prom and exams reminds me that I'm leaving school soon. I suppose I am looking forward to not having to wake up early and walk through the cold to be moaned at because I haven't been to one lesson out of 50. Though, I have been there for the last seven years of my life and I know the most amazing people. It sucks that we have to split up to go to separate Uni's all over the country. I'm going to miss it, and everyone so much.
I'm also going to miss how lame and nerdy my friends and I are. Who else can quote Harry Potter every sentence and watch middle aged programmes starring 40 year old coppers in the 80's who you all find creepy fit?
Sound the ramble alarm. Beep.
This is what you get for not having a month of blog posts to read, and if you've made it this far, hats of to you Sir...or lady...

I have some ideas for videos which I probably won't get round to making until after my exams but they are the kinds of videos that would look so much better if someone else did them. You'll just have to put up with my awkward face trying.

I suppose that's all I'll say for now as you have you're lives to get back to and I have some Ashes to Ashes to watch.
See you tomorrow spring chicken.

Meep.

I'M WELL GOING TO EGYPT TOMORROW
Sorry these blogs have been so bad. I want to keep blogging everyday, but I haven't had the time/enthusiasm.
See you in a week <3

EEEEEEEEE

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

this is the letter 'e' multiple times :)

MOM

I love Ministry of Magic
I want their babies.

I have nothing else to say, except:
THREE DAYS THREE DAYS THREE DAYS

Four

It's four days until I go to Egypt.
This is very very very very very very very very exciting :)

Eeee.

Toes

Right now my sister is painting my toenails.
I hate feet.

Inset.

Today was an inset day, so i tried to be productive
I:
-Recorded, edited and uploaded a video
-Ran up and down the stairs a few times
- Got quite alot of media work done
-Did some sit ups
-Went and saw my nan for a little bit
-Got very excited because Jimmy0010 had a new video
-Had about 6 cups of tea.


This gives the impression that I'm healthy and do regular excersise when actually it's the most I've done in about 2 years. Since P.E became non-compulsary. In reality I think most of my major organs are about to shut down from the shit I put them through.

Food

All I've eaten today is 3 chips and a rock cake my sister made.
Cool.
I'm starving though, so I'll go put the kettle on. I'm so healthy.
I think I'll make a new video tomorrow. AH LIKE MEKIN VIDEOS, LYKE
Sorry
I have bloggingblock.

x

blogblog

Well, wasn't yesterdays blog cheerful.
ONE WEEK 'TIL I GO TO EEEEGYPT :):):):)
I r excited.
I've become slightly obesessed with Wrock, especially The Parselmouths and Ministry of Magic. Thye are very good, you should check them out :)
STOP RUNNING, IT'S YOU YOU'RE RUNNING FROM.


Yumyumyum.

My views.

It's mothers day. I gave my mum a card I made with some nice messages in it. She told me it made her sad 'cos I mentioned it being the last Mothers day I'll be living at home for. This ontop of Jade Goody dying made me burst into tears in front of my whole family.
I was never her biggest fan, she never did anything that I would consider an achievement to look up to. It's still hit me quite hard because she was still a person. A person with hopes and feelings even if they were paraded in front of us. I think the attention on Cervical cancer that has been produced from this is so good. There are critics saying she's not the only person in the world with cancer, so why should she get all this attention? But the fact is she was getting the attention for all the right reasons. In her position, wouldn't you want to do the same? Having no shame and the ability to create publicity for herself was the way she made money, so using it to secure a future for her sons and create the focus on the issue that is cervical cancer. It's like if your talent was hairdressing, you would cut as much hair as you could to raise enough money.
I don't agree with some of the things she did, nor did I see her as any kind of role model, but I can still apreciate her as a human being and mourn for what is happening to people's lives everyday.

This was just in response to some of the negativity I've seen. Especially one of my 'friends' who updated his facebook status with 'Woop! She's finally dead'. It actually made me feel disgusted that I know him.
There. I've had my say. If you disagree, don't bother commenting. I have no interest in hearing how the loss of a life can be positive.

BEWBS

Today I was walking my Nan's dogs and a 12 year old said he enjoyed my breasts.
Still got it, yo.

I'm liking the sun.
I'm disliking feeling vommy.

I've been really spaced out over the past few days. It's quite interesting, like I'm in a dream.
At the moment I'm just...existing.

I like fox's bisquits.

OMG

My dad just found my Twitter :( Now he's on twitter. His tweets have actually made me lol but I'm not going to link you because of social death on my part.
This makes me feel weird, I'm sure he's probably read through alot of my tweets now but now I feel I have to watch what I say. Like I can't swear or mention anything to do with the term 'sex'. Even though he's hardly going to care.
He said 'If you're going to dribble on a keyboard, please make sure it's not mine'
D:
D:
What's wrong with me? Why do I care so much?

MOVING ON

I had a nice day, I got a history essay done the double free before and I'm actually quite pleased with it. THAT'S saying something. I also learnt quite alot in today's history lessons. Now the suns out and I have a new snorkle.

Life win.
Dad fail.

:)

I make bad videos

I really need to get some good video making ideas. I'll have no subscribers left to watch them at this rate.
I can smell Tea. GOOD, I'm hungryhungry
i'm so very excited gor Eeeegypt. I hope my snorkle comes soon.
YAY

Badly written boy.

I'm going to save the world with my flipflops. They told me so, they are made of 100% recycled materials.
On my way home the crazy Jamacan man called Sebastian who lives down my road and sits outside his house smoking all day, decided to talk to me. He asked my name, I told him. He now calls me 'Bess' NO, THAT IS NOT WHAT I SAID OLD MAN
I'm scared of him and his deckchair.
Lulz 'Old man' I'm really not that horrible :(
OMG MONOPOLY IS BACK IN MACDONALDS, this is the best news ever. Today I won a free apple pie, a free porridge and a free Mcchicken sandwhich. WINWINWIN
I also had the chance to buy a MASSIVE box of creame eggs from the 99p store but I resisted. Stupid Egypt diet D: Saying that though, I did eat at macdonalds today. So I lose anyway.